Poem for The Struggling

The following is a poem I wrote today (a villanelle). It has been written in the 1st person, as if Jesus was speaking. I wept as I wrote it because I am currently experiencing a lot of challenges. May it bless others too who are going through trials:

“Come in from the dripping cold,
My heart to fill your spirit dry.
Let me near to woo your soul.

My words speak peace and not to scold
When in your pain you scream out ‘Why?!’
Come in from the sinking cold

Where trials squeeze your faith to fold
And friends betray and breathe out lies.
Let me near to woo your soul

When Satan burns with lies he’s told
And all your strength is sapped and tried.
Come in from the screaming cold

When life just has you feeling old
And friends are all the tears you’ve cried.
Let me near to woo your soul

When fear pours down from crown to sole;
Know I am with you by your side.
Come in from the stinging cold;
Let me near to woo your soul”.

A Poem to Ponder: ‘The Agony’, by George Herbert

George Herbert was one of Britain’s most groundbreaking poets and orators, but he was much more besides.  In the 1600s he worked as an Anglican pastor in a small parish outside the township of Salisbury.  He died an early death at the age of 39 but once deceased, a friend published Herbert’s poetry in a collection known as The Temple.  This morning in my devotion time, I read one of Herbert’s poems which reflects on the atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ for sin.  It is a short poem, but one that is packed with profound and soul-satisfying theology, as I aim my own poetry to be.  This is it:

‘The Agony’, by George Herbert

      Philosophers have measured the mountains,
Fathomed the depths of the seas, of states, and kings,
Walked with a staff to heaven, and traced fountains:
      But there are two vast, spacious things,
The which to measure it doth more behove:
Yet few there are that found them; Sin and Love.

      Who would know Sin, let him repair
Unto Mount Olivet; there shall he see
A man so wrung with pains, that all his hair,
      His skin, his garments bloody be.
Sin is that press and vice, which forceth pain
To hunt his cruel food through ev’ry vein.

      Who knows not Love, let him assay,
And taste that juice, which on the cross a pike
Did set again abroach; then let him say
      If ever he did taste the like.
Love in that liquor sweet and most divine,
Which my God feels as blood; but I, as wine.

What is all this about, you may wonder, and why did it move me so much?  How could it move you?  Well, this is what Herbert is saying through his stanzas.
In the first stanza, Herbert is describing the ways that human philosophers think upon the meaning of life by looking at creation (‘measured the mountains/ fathomed the depths of the seas … walked with a staff to heaven, and traced fountains’) and human power (‘of states, and kings’).  It is another way of saying that they have their heads in the clouds and miss the real deal.  But this is a foil by why Herbert challenges his readers to consider something much more profound and important for the soul of man: 1) human sin and 2) God’s love for sinners through Jesus Christ’s sacrifice for sin.
In stanza 2, Herbert hones in on the first theme (‘who would know Sin’) in order to remind/enlighten the reader that if you want to see how horrible sin is, to remember how God’s wrath against it crushed His Son both internally and externally.  Herbert describes this in very forceful imagery (‘a man so wrung with pains, that all his hair, his skin, his garments bloody be’).  Sin is also described at the end of the middle stanza as invading every pore, nook, and cranny of a person, but will eventually cause pain and destruction (‘sin is that press and vice, which forceth pain/ to hunt his cruel food through ev’ry vein’).  No wonder it weakened and wounded Christ so much to bear our sin!
In stanza 3, Herbert brings the poem around to the theme of love but in ways that are both disturbing and life-giving.  With poetic imagery, he calls to mind the piercing of Jesus’ side as He hung upon the cross, which caused Him to pour out water and blood (‘which on the cross a pike/ did set again abroach’).  The reader is invited three times by Herbert to ‘taste’ that outpouring by participating in the ordinance of Communion (‘let him assay … and taste that juice … then let him say if ever he did taste the like’).  Incidentally, the meaning of the verb ‘assay’ means to determine the quality of something and the way that Herbert uses it here indicates that participating in Communion helps Christians to understand the fitness of Christ’s atoning work.
The last two lines of the poem are by far the most moving and the crowning glory of the entire poem.  Here, the shedding of Jesus’ blood on the cross is described not merely as the ending of His earthly life: rather, for the Christian it is ‘that liquor sweet and most divine‘ which brings him mercy, grace, restoration, healing, and life.  In these lines, blood is no longer merely blood (as it is to God); rather, it has turned to wine for the redeemed sinner, which gladdens and relaxes the soul as actual wine does to the body.
I am uncertain if this explanation brings the poem to life for you but it helped me to dwell on the richness of Christ’s love for me as I read it aloud this morning.  How lovely are the truths in those words: Love in that liquor sweet and most divine/ which my God feels as blood; but I, as wine!

Love For Rebels on a Tree

What does it mean for God to love rebellious man?  This is a question that recently came to my mind when I was reading the book of Deuteronomy 21 this week, and it struck me quite strongly.  At the end of this chapter, there are some laws concerning punishments in the community of Israel for children who were wild and disobedient: simply put, they were to be stoned to death (v. 21).  However, immediately after these laws there was another one which said that anyone who dies hanging on a tree for having committed sins deserving of death was cursed (vv. 22-23).  These things, when they were written by Moses, seemed disconnected from one another but in some very surprising ways they had much to do with one another.

In the Old Testament there is one very striking example of this in 2 Samuel 18, when King David’s rebellious son Absalom (whose name, ironically, means Father of Peace) attempts to overthrow his father in order to become king.  This rebellious son dies when his neck gets caught in the fork of a tree while riding on a donkey (18:9), which was a fitting end to the life of a man who was rebelling against father and God.

However, the most glaring example of the connection between these two laws is in God’s Son, Jesus Christ.  He was guilty of no sin at all, least of all one deserving of death … but He died nonetheless on a Roman cross to pay for the sins of human rebels who reject God’s will for them.  Over 2,000 years ago He died hanging on an object of slow torture that was made from tree wood, something that the apostle Paul noted in Galatians 3:13.  Moses would have had no idea that Roman crucifixion was how God’s Messiah would die for rebellious sons and daughters made in God’s image, but it’s amazing how God’s plan was to bring those two things together to redeem mankind from sin.

It struck me then how much God cares for me and loves me (and all people) even though I often don’t feel it or see it very well.  As someone who struggles with complaining, it’s easy to grumble about things not turning out the way I would like them, but knowing that God loves me and sent His own Son to die undeservedly for things that I have done is just amazing.  It makes me thankful and humble knowing that there really is no greater love than this.